Well we finally made the leap. God has been gently leading us, since we moved to this new house last April, to become more involved in our community. We, hesitated and then we resisted and then we ignored Him hoping this particular ask would go away..not because we didn't want to be in our community but more because we have been quite happy, blessed, felt well loved, have amazing friends, and were quite comfortable in our church on the other side of the river. But He kept bringing it before us over and over and over and over and over again. He made Himself very clear. Every which way we turned was another nudge. We finally obeyed!
I must say that when God asks you to do something it usually requires a change, often a big change. I am coming to realize that I really am not fond of change, in my own strength...as much of a free spirit as I am. I went through a time of grieving about the very thought of leaving our church for a new one. The people are family. When I walk in I see faces I love and who I know the story behind their smile. I miss each one of them. I miss getting to see them once a week and hug them and ask how they are. BUT...He was asking this of us and when He asks He always provides the tools to get us through... His strength, His peace, His joy, His wisdom, and more. There is no better place to be than in His method of change for your life. If you don't know God this way...purpose too! You'll be in for the most meaningful, amazing, never boring ride of your life. If you have no idea what I'm talking about and think I'm crazy to talk about God this way...ask Him to open your eyes to His way so you can see the adventure that awaits you. He promises that if you seek Him you will find Him. He is not hidden to those who seek Him.
Anyway, we tried to go to one church and it just wasn't where we were to be. It was interesting watching events and seeing God's hand lead us in a particular direction. So we are now going to an even bigger church than our last one. We actually went to this church when we were engaged and first married. One of the pastors from this church married us. We even are already in a Bible study group (which in a big church is very important because then you don't get lost in the crowd).
We are excited. We are hating being the newbies but looking forward to two years down the road when we can walk into church and see faces we know and love and know the story behind their smiles. We are encouraged! We love being so close to home! It's amazing to go to church and then get in the car and be home in 5 minutes. It makes our day of rest actually be that...a day of rest, which we desperately need. It's amazing to have connections everywhere we turn in our community. Many of the families that attend this church have children in the girls' school. It's nice to be able to invite people to church again. You can't very well do that when you don't live near your church.
God's hand has been on us in this move. We have never felt His direction, His guidance, and His wisdom on our lives and our ways as we do where we are. I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that we are where He wants us to be, doing what He wants us to do.
I am also happy to report that some of those dear friends from our old church (still weird to say!) are still our dear friends. I am also happy to report that we are starting to, at least put names to faces, and even begin new friendships...thus our 2 year goal is on it's way :D.
~I am thankful~
1 comment:
You are courageous! God honors that and I know He will continue to bless your new church--I miss seeing your old friends too but you know I love your new church!!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoMom
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